Its been a while sense you had to leave, but I hope there hasent been a day you haven't thought about me... because not a day goes by I don't look back at all we've been through, all you've been to me, I get bittersweet, because I cant be with you, because you left, and there are days i wake up and want to cry because ive dreamt about you being here and waking up without you....and im typing this because all i can think about is you and i am afraid to sleep, but also wrestless knowing i might see you in them....and i tried to let myself starve to death after one dream.....but then i thoght about what you would say and started eating again...